Lyrics

Actually, I don’t wanna eat that

Actually, I think I’m done

Actually, I’ve changed my mind

before losing it

and actually, I think I’m free

To put my limits where I want them to be

Actually, I don’t need you right now

(you’re not a nice person)

Can’t you see

What it does to my body

(I’m an anxious bitch anyway)

My thoughts and my blood

are always rushing

my head and my heart

are always pounding

I’m high on that rope

and always falling, always falling, always falling

‘Actually ?

No.’

No, No…

Yes, it’s a full sentence didn’t you hear

When I’m about to say it

It whispers to me

« It’ll only take a minute

Give it just a minute

And the inside of your brain

Quick, now, you’ve got their focus

You know what could be genius?

You should jump out of a train »

‘Actually ?

Not, this time, no.’

If I’m the one deciding

Then step back, step back

This deal is rotten

Anti human

selective

attention span